Back at home for CNY hols, finally.=) Was looking towards this break very much, especially the weekend a fortnight ago. It has been quite some time since I last felt the impulse to be back at home so strongly. Still yet to figure out why. Maybe the lonesome feel was invading my mind. It's a quaint feeling that I started to enjoy classes really much. To a slight extent of not wanting to be back in room most of the days. Maybe I'd never revel in solitude. Maybe I am that sort of person who get kind of lost when being left alone...

Quite a fair share of work to be done during this one week hols. I've got my MS assignment to do and some other hw assigned by my dear lecturers. And if my fellow ex-collegemates (erm, I do doubt if there is such word. Haha. But I believe I'll be forgiven for such trivial mistake, and you do understand what I mean right~) r curious, I quite enjoy my classes over here. I am really fortunate to have such experienced lecturers, and they r nice to know too. Also much obliged to my fellow classmates who have been showing me such kindness in helping me to adapt to this new environment, although not very well integrated yet.^^

Miss the time I had back in SA, and especially with housemates and jocose classmates. Thinking of the crazy moments we had and dreaming away have become one of of my pastime. Yes, sooner of later, time would slowly erase fractions of the precious memory I have. And I do understand, backward glances' not gonna do me much good now. I am lost. So very lost. I yearn for guidance. And I wish to see myself metamorphose into a matured independent young woman. I ought not to be the impish and ignorant school girl anymore...

Time to sleep now. Gud nite everyone. Sweet dreamz tonight. Oh yeah, and Happy CNY to those celebrating, happy hols to the rest.=)